February 28 : Thursday

Nothing could have averted the confusion I'm going through right now. Stuck between AngelxFria and that other player whom I'd rather not mention. The former supposedly wanting me back. But am I willing to go through all that again?

Some of my friends say no, that I'll only end up screwing myself again that I'll only end up getting hurt worse and that this would definitely not be a good course of action. I can't decide on the latter though, I have totally no idea for how she feels for me. I doubt that she would already like me at this early a stage. I DO NOT WANT to make a mistake that I'll end up regretting. Well duh! Who does. Duh, I still feel bad bout Fria, but a part of me still wants her while another doesn't. And so does everything and everyone else. Lol.

I don't want to rush into a decision, I'll wait for things to develop first.

And so Morpheus claims me.

February 27 : Wednesday

Emptied my character's life-savings for that tux. Why the hell did it have to look so effing good and why do I have to be so effing vain. -groan of agony- She also texted me on this day, led to a 'reconciliation' where I found myself giving in again. Good thing the conversation went another direction.

February 25 : Monday

Went to Alyzza's grandmother's wake. She expressed sentiments of not giving Fria that second chance. Weird thing was, I found myself agreeing with her. But now that I think of it, maybe it isn't that weird.

February 21 : Thursday

She texted Alyzza out of the blue and complained about my not texting! About not even trying to communicate with her!! Damnit, I mean. She texted me asking for that week of no-communication. I was only obliging her.

February 19 : Tuesday

Pretty much pissed at her friends for their shortsightedness, I'm not the best guy out there neither am I the worst. Life is harsh, they can't go on protecting her. They'll only end up hurting her in the long run, having her dependent on them and that would hurt her. Something I doubt they saw coming.

February 18 : Monday

SHE asked for a week of silence! Of no communication, something I was all too willing to oblige.

Shiz and Crap : A Series from Feb 14-17

Feb 14 : Valentine's Day

Definitely not the best of days. I bought some chocolates for her but they went to someone else instead.

I should stop expecting too much from her. After all she isn't mine.

Supposedly to be at her place. But it was just canceled after I freed up my whole day she runs up and tells me that her beloved onii-chan takes priority again. But then, what am I?

Feb 15 : Valentine's Aftermath


Its a Friday, I'm usually ate her place on these days, but maybe I've got better things to do. I need to make up for time wasted on Thursday. After all, what can stop me from having fun?

When I give something, I expect the action to be reciprocated. What do I do when its unrequitted?

Sevalle was right. I'm assuming, making hasty decisions.

"I was so captivated by the magical creatures around me that I lost sight of the one I already had" - Arthur Spiderwick

Pick-up line? Lol.

Feb 16 : Saturday

Had a prettu big fight with her. Her onii-chan pretty much placed a threat on me.

Feb 17: Sunday

"Supposed" reconciliation. Getting this strange feeling that it won't work out anymore.

The day was pretty much a drag. although Chimee brightened it up a bit.

And through it all I'm pining for her, MISS HER WANT HER NEED HER.

A garbled, modified and biased version of the story is circulating, the blighters don't know the whole effing story.

I'm amused by the fact that Michael went to the length of actually threatening me. Just her try, he clearly does know know me. But then. Who does?