Screw it

Emotional attachment to someone I am yet to meet. Not good. I've broken my rules right then and there. But she's inspired me to do so many things. I've taken up writing again, brought it to new levels. Singing is much more with direction now. I've tried photography cause of her. And I've picked up my guitar again. That's the clincher. The magic is there but the fingers cant remember how to move. Hay. This is not going well. She seems like a dream. Oh so real, but something I can't touch. She moves in me but she isn't there. I try to reach out but every time she seems but an inch away. Seemingly within grasp but so enigmatic that you STILL can't reach her. Inhabiting my waking thoughts. Oh so willing to wait for her, she's worth that much.


I need to sleep. Screw it

I got rated!

TV Reviews

Comparison of times and places. V1

Spent the day at Starbucks Katipunan. A place I rarely haunt. If ever I find myself there that is. The culture difference between SB Morato and SB Katipunan was quite pronounced. At Morato it seemed that EVERYBODY or at least most of everybody was studying while at Katipunan a lot of the people there just seemed to be hanging out. A much more casual atmosphere if I may.

OFFTOPIC:

I've never had as much fun with anybody else. Somehow I can just get to be myself with her.

Understanding things

Just got to understand what
"A little learning is a dangerous thing"
means. Its really hard to talk to people who are too convinced of the wrong things. Of people who don't even take the time to verify the credibility of their sources. They hold on to that little knowledge that they have, thoroughly convincing themselves that what they think is right. Especially when people go against them and tell them that they are in the wrong. And when unable to answer properly they respond by attacking the person's integrity

Odysseus : Quoted

Warriors fear surrender. They are proud and will struggle to conquer.They will fight to the death for what they believe in. They will struggle to conquer. Love is not about conquest. The truth is a man can only find true love when he surrenders to it. When he opens his heart to the partner of his soul and says "There it is. The very essence of me! It is yours to nurture and destroy!"

-Odysseus, The Lord of The Silver Bow

All too true...

Shit Happens :

Its been quite a while since I last wrote here. Things are going quite well given the situation I'm in. At least I've got one headache gone. I can pretty much say that I'm over her. Thanks in no small part to -----. And I am taking back the statement I gave regarding not taking our relationship past the just friends stage.

Confusion and more confusion

Reporting on yesterday's events.

So I was at Fitness First yesterday for that first tryst with the Physical Trainer. It wasn't quite that bad, though I was informed that I was a helluva out of shape. So with a month to go maybe I could still cut off this goddamned tummy. It was good all over though, got to let loose quite a bit. It was all over too soon though. I had to leave for that concert.

On the concert. Well it wasn't that bad. I realized that Join the Club wasn't really that that bad. Not saying that they're good though Just saying that they ain't bad. Their drummer was wicked. Pretty much the night's best part. Aside from Barbie, she's hawt. I got pretty much bored halfway though. I don't know for what reason. I just was. o_o;;;

And Fria was being a sweetie last night. I think... Ionno... Confused... Yes... Thats me... Tired... Confused... Disoriented.... I miss her... Feeling so helpless...